Saturday, February 6, 2010

The confused mind of a mum-to-be

I'm so not in the mood to start writing the thesis. Been gently forced to adhere strictly on self-discipline. No matter how hard I tried, still I couldn't afford to kill two birds with one stone. There's no way one can focus on writing and working in the lab at the same time.

This growing belly is affecting my performance from day to day, which is definitely not up to par. My one-track mind is wandering on the thought of the painful labour, my baby and life ahead after the baby's born. Sometimes I wish for the baby to come out sooner. But then again, there are too much work pending...

Hopefully that moment will come for me to kiss that cute little finger, so I can feel on top of the world again.... insyaAllah.

May Allah give me strength to be a good mum. Amin.

6 comments:

Epelijau said...

writing thesis? Dah mula ye? Alhamdulillah. Me have a very long way...
Happy2 sokmo ye! InsyaAllah selamat both baby n mummy...take care!

Azyyati said...

Heheh thanks! Terpaksa menulis sikit-sikit sebab nanti lepas deliver baby saya amik 6 months leave, pastu baru masuk lab balik... banyak lagi keje tak siap tapi apakan daya, baby dah nak keluar tapi result experiments cam hampeh.... PhD oh PhD! seksanya nak buat PhD!

jiey ariffin said...

be strong k.tiey..mung kn gagoh perkasa mcm satria baja hitam..he2..insyaAllah everything gonna be fine.. =)

Azyyati said...

hehehe tq jiey, hopefully lepah beranok ni makin murah rezeki la insyaAllah

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Ati said...

Salam dari Malaysia buat Azyyati..

Dah bersalin kan? How are you right now? How's the baby then? Semoga semuanya selamat sejahtera dibawah perlindungan Allah. Amin.